When Reality Hits...

I thought we were special. I thought I was special. I thought it was magical. I was ready to give it all away for us.

I had built a life with no plans of a family of more than two. And then came you. I believed in your dream and the possibility of offspring. Miniature human beings who would look just like me and be as smart as you. I became excited. And nothing else mattered. I thought you were ready. I felt safe. I trusted you with my all. My first shot at motherhood.

But once again the alarm is ringing, and the fairy tale must end. My chariot has already morphed back into a rotten pumpkin. I must run fast before my princess dress turns into rags for everyone to see.

Once again, I was foolish, and I must face the consequences of my actions. Once again, I have allowed myself to be robbed of me.

They said love was the key…